Speechless

It`s been almost two weeks without you, two weeks of emptiness, two weeks of feeling hopeless and helpless. Although, I was really happy I could hear your music everywhere and see how much joy this brought to people. Everyone was singing, dancing, they couldn`t believe it, but they all remembered the lyrics. Once again you brought us all together. I`d really wish you could see and feel the love and respect of people. You knew you were loved, but maybe there were times when you felt people forgot about you. NEVER ( and I know they never will). I`ve been asked how can I cry for someone I didn`t know. Well, you once made me cry in 1996, seeing you perform live in Bucharest. I never knew a concert could make me so happy, could really change me as a person. Those were happy tears. And now you make me cry once again, because something inside of me died with you,`cause heaven couldn`t wait and you couldn`t say NO to the angels, like you promised. I`m sad that many of those praising you right now, pretended to be busy and turned their back on you when you needed them. Where was their love, their respect then, what happened to the solidarity at that point? Yeah, I didn`t know you personally, but I didn`t need to. I know you through your music. It may sound cheesy or superficial, but I really feel that by taking a good look at your lyrics we can all understand what a nice human soul you were. The shy, polite,playful, kind, romantic guy who liked to have fun, who wanted to make others feel good, who cared for those in need. That same guy who on stage was unstoppable, unreal, the perfect entertainer, yet so emotional. The complete artist : great composer, dancer and singer ( just listen the song in the end...). Instead of focusing on your personal life, on all the "Tabloid Junkie", we should respect your "Privacy" and your world, at least now. And we`ll better focus on your wishes : " We are the world", "Heal the world"," Earth song", " Cry" - beyond great hits, these were your beliefs and represented your hope of changing the world. Perhaps you were right saying " I can`t do it by myself...", but we still can and it`s easy to start with : "Take a look at yourself and then make the change".
I`m not going to write about what will happen from now on, I respect and love you too much for that. I just hope you`ll be able to feel the love of everyone today at the memorial and that it will turn out like a celebration of your life and spirit. We`ll still have your music and I wish you found the peace you dreamt of and that from up there you`ll continue to watch over your children and over all the children in the world.
I love you, Michael! ( too bad, i can`t hear you saying it back anymore)

I`ll leave you with Speechless, cause it`s my favorite song of Michael and also because that`s how I `m feeling right now after saying goodbye to him.
P.S Maybe we CAN make a change "If we all cry at the same time tonight..."

Better on the other side - tribute M.J

The Game,Chris Brown, Diddy, Boyz II Men, Polo and Mario Winans recorded this tribute song honoring Michael Jackson that was released the day after the King of Pop passed away.

"Better on the Other Side," recounts Jackson's influence on the world.

The video features footage of fans mourning the loss of their icon on Thursday evening at the UCLA hospital and at Jackson’s home. Director of the video Taydoe says that "the footage was so monumental in the sense that everyone was together and enjoying each other's love for MJ." At the end, The Game reveals the ultimate M.J. tribute—a tattoo of the legend from the fedora-surgical-mask era.

Already missing Michael ...

Sad day. This afternoon heard the news of Farrah Fawcett` death and felt sorry and sort of hopeless for this sad ending. I knew her mostly from the famous series Charlie`s Angels, as a talented actress, a very beautiful woman, with a lovely smile and not forget her trademark blonde hair. But these last months watched her fighting the illness, saying she really wants to beat it, saying she doesn`t want to die of cancer. I admired her courage, determination and the grace with which she fought it till the end.She had a great man beside her all the time, her love - Ryan O`Neal. At noon it was reported her condition got worse, and early in the evening I heard about her death.
May you rest in peace Farrah and all my love to the O`Neals.


But at midnight the news about Michael Jackson`s heart arrest came as a shock.It all happened so rapidely. Watched all the media, tv and online, prayed and hoped for a mirracle. As most of the press agencies reported his passing away, I was clinging to Cnn`s official confirmation. At the time I`m writing this, CNN did not confirmed yet, but people are already mourning and L.A Times, U.s, O.k, E-News. , Perez Hilton,CBS, Tmz, People, Yahoo, Reuters all announced the sad news.
Though I acknowledge this, I cannot believe it, I refuse to believe it.
I`m sad for his late years, for all the cruel attacks, for all the judgements,criticism released by ordinary people, media and even some of his alleged fans.
I`ve been a Michael Jackson fan all my life, went to his concert in Bucharest, used to joke that I was born as a Michael fan. And I never stopped being a fan regardless of all the events in his life and of all bad words which targeted him.
When this summer`s tour was announced I couldn`t be happier. I was counting the days now.Sure, there was concern, there was doubt of whether he`ll be able to perform once again, of whether his health is good enough for such a number of concerts.
I don`t know what happened, don`t want to make false suppositions, don`t know what the state of his health really was. I just know he was probably doing all his best for a great return, I`m sure that`s how it would have been. Maybe the pressure from the media, the fans and probably from himself was too much.


Again, don`t know what happened but I already miss him.I miss his music, his energy and him as a human being. I remember I used to think he`s invincible. And actually, I will continue to think so, because his kindness and his huge talent, his creativity will live on through his music that we love for years and will continue to love. R.I.P Michael...

P.S Cnn confirmed it, too. ( I was still hoping.....)

Hristos a inviat! Paste fericit everyone!

Am fost la biserica sa iau lumina si acum cinam in familie :), am ciocnit ouale si am trecut la Pasca, cozonac... restul maine. Destul de putina lume la slujba, comparativ cu alti ani. Ma asteptam sa fie chiar mai multi, tinand cont de vremea frumoasa, dar am fost dezamagita. Anyway, Sarbatori frumoase tuturor !

Posh- funny and sexy...

Piers Morgan told the Sun he was surprised by Victoria`s sense of humor ( in the pic, Beckam`s wife, shows off a toned figure in the raunchy Armani`s latest lingerie ad ). At a party in Berkeley Square Posh and Piers had a brief conversation. Here`s what Morgan said :

"Morgan: "I’m still available if things don’t work out between you and David."

Victoria: "How kind. Unfortunately, we’ve never been happier."

Morgan: "But I’m David with brains."

Victoria: "No, I’m David with brains."

Hot

I really like this video of Ciara feat. J.T. It`s hot, sensual but at the same time quite classy. It`s one of the few videos I enjoyed lately( another great one was Kanye`s Love Lockdown, but that was also a great track). It`s great, very well thought, directed and produced. Do you like it?

Sweet dreams!

I just needed to go to sleep listening to this :